Thursday, July 05, 2007
cheer up, my dear friends
people around me are going down. last thing i wanted was for yoyo to tell me she got problems too. hope you're okay. though i dont know what it is, but really, hang on. ive never seen you breakdown before.
and my dear friend, cheer up. i know its really a heavy burden, but youve gotta keep going on. i dont know how many times ive said this. and dont think so much. you know what youre doing, and thats enough. it really is. someday everyone will come to you and tell you you did a great job. and everyone's gonna start appreciating what youre doing
ive changed since knowing you. ive learnt not to complain cos there's always someone having a harder time. someone going through more. you hang on, and remember we're all behind you.
i talked to luye on the phone just now. it was great, hearing from her again. we talked abit in sch today too. missed her truckloads, that woman. she's talking alot more since obs, and though it can be intolerable, she's just having a great time. its good to see that. i dont want history to repeat itself and i dont want her to bottle things up again. it took me so many talks to get her cheerful after what happened. she's gone through alot too. i cant wait for next sat's outing. i miss all of them so much. i miss those pigging out sessions at luye and my house. ):< yoyo can make it too, though jh and teh cant. i havent asked june
and yeewen, i could sense something wasnt right with you today. maybe i was thinking too much, but you really werent the yeewen ive always known. i hope youre okay. really. if you need a talk, im just a call away. and we can talk on msn too. like last time. tried calling you just now, but your sister said you were sleeping. hope you had a good rest. take a break, you need one
-, thanks for always being there. i have no idea how come you know it. and its just so...great to have someone concerned out there. thanks, really. you're one of a kind
hang on everyone, this is not the way you want things to turn out.
ELLA!
11:46 PM