Thursday, May 24, 2007
shattering apart
i cried alot today. so much
it feels as if i can no longer cry anymore, cos ive used up all my tears
im sorry to those who cared, and those who saw
i felt totally drained, and i didnt go for training. rather bad condition
i cant believe i didnt go for training
i dont deserve my friends. people who are always around me. and i kind of flared up today.
i hate the fact that i cry. i hate it i hate it. i tell myelf to be strong, but i just seem so weak eh?
im very sorry for my attitude today. it sucked alot. i bloody hate myself for that
gosh, i dont know what to do already. i think im gonna stand by before i decide
ELLA!
9:41 PM