Saturday, May 26, 2007
just when i thought things were turning out fine
i found myself in the hospital. just like that
gran fainted. big shock to us, and we all rushed there
i just got back. it was a long wait. and there were alot of people there. and to hear the babies crying, omg i wanted to die. they werent exactly crying but more like screaming in agony
well, it was agony waiting for news of gran. they said her diabetes and high blood pressure wasnt the one causing it. it could be some problem with her ear. she has to make another trip down around 3-4
im so tired. tired from everything. why now? and why gran?
i love gran. i dont want anything to happen to her. im so sorry i let her down with my sucky grades. on the way home, i was tired and i shut my eyes. then grandad brought up the subject of my grades. he asked my mum why i did so badly. and he said he never had to worry about my grades. but well, i guess its hard to let them know its a big jump. sec 2 and 3 are not the same, and they cant expect the same. mum was calm, its as if she already predicted it. oh wells. i just kept my eyes shut and said nothing
im tired. i need a break.
i wish my japan trip would be sooner than i know. or maybe, sunday could come sooner. then i could pig out with my BUDS :D i definitely cannot wait
i hope gran will be okay
ELLA!
1:46 AM