Saturday, May 19, 2007
190507!
my mum's being an ass. complaining at the top of her voice over in the other room. making sure i can hear what she is saying. wth?! yes i know youre unhappy. I TRIED MY BLOODY BEST. ITS NOT AS IF IM NOT FEELING IT. im bloody angry now. im upset too for goodness sake. @!#@$$%#%$^%&(*
i hate it when she gives me that you-didnt-try-your-best voice. its darn hurtful and she makes me feel so useless at times. hello my brother can get shitty grades and he doesnt get it from her.
told her i didnt eat dinner when she returned from work. cos gran didnt cook today.
GO GET YOUR OWN DINNER LAH! -that was her reply
my brother: mummy can you cook porridge?
OKAY
WTFFFFFFFFFF
im not being petty here but i really cant stand it when she treats my brother ohsobloodywell and treats me like shit. this aint the first time. IT ALWAYS. dont try counselling me cos even my dad agrees so. well, SO WHAT? daddy's being real nice about my results. MY SHITTY RESULTS. he said i need more time to get used to the sec 3 stuff and that i need to adapt. he believes my grades will stable down after the first semester. well i hope so. my mother's reaction was real bad
gran just called. asked about my results. second time i have disappointed her this year. i remember telling her my results last year. it was good. but this year, it was downslide all the way. she said she'll pray, and she asked me to go pray too. I WISH I CAN FIND THE BLOODY TIME. she's a real devoted buddhist and it was she who looked after me for so many years. but now we dont stay together and i cant find the time to spend with her like i did. well this is how it is. WE THE TEENAGERS HAVE NO LIFE. well some people do, apparently. different priorities in life? i love my gran
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enough of the emoshizz
today's shauna's birthday!
it was a great day with sunshine and dear bimbo bones!
gave shauna darling a treat at pizza hut, then went to heeren for neoprints. bimbo had to leave earlier, so we took another one. I LOVED IT. the background was nice and we were so obsessed we used similar backgrounds for ALLL of the neoprints :D
here they are:
WITH BIMBO
SUNSHINE!
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我终于明白双手存在的意义，为了捍卫心爱的你
ELLA!
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