Wednesday, April 04, 2007
let this be our day
4/4
long heart to heart talk with tehteh today
ive realised alot of things, things that happened without me knowing
which got me really miserable cos ive never thought they were going on
ive realised who cared
ive realised who's important
ive realised what was more important
ive realised who i should have treasured
ive realised who i should have eliminated
digress abit...
ive realised i shouldnt be bothering about youive realised how much we've drifted apartive realised how we've never known each other anywayive realised you arent who i thought you wereive realised ive never really known you in the first placei realised alot of things today, and how much ive neglected my darling tehteh, how i should have made an effort to talk to her, and how close we really are. we've never drifted apart! things were not what i made them out to be, in fact, we were closer than before. in fact, i wasnt even at fault. i owe you big time, far more than i can ever repay you man. those time you spent listening to me, it was my fault for piling you with this, but i needed someone to talk to. you're the one who understands me, the one i trust so much.
omgoshhh, this afternoon was a great day. i mean it. trash talks really help alot. we've said what we wanted to say, we've said what we've kept from each other. i should have told you everything man, and you should have too! all the while we just left things at that, and it just didnt help lah. then there were misconceptions, and it really isnt worth it.
there is a way, we'll work it out man! lets face this together, solve it once and for all
looks like we just have to let - go, much as we dont want to.
you know its the right thing. we cant be selfish too.
let her be who she wants to be, right? its her life!
sometimes decisons hurt, but if they're for a good cause, DONT HESITATE
and we dont have a say in this, so lets just take things coming alright
ELLA!
10:14 PM