Sunday, April 01, 2007
i've had it
serious, i am so so so pissed with my mum today. totally pissed
made me wake up early in the morning to go shopping with her, and she spent like one hour in the shop choosing a stupid clip
and spent another hour at the shop looking for shampoo and buying a necklace
and when we came home, i nearly lost it
she was telling me abt my cousin who had recently started working, and was asking what i wanted for my future. i told her i was still in the process of realising what i was good at, and didnt have anything in mind. she then said that it didnt matter, since
I SUCK AT MY STUDIES. and she said i couldnt do anything right and was stupid. THANKS MAN. THIS IS MY MUM
why am i slogging myself out, why am i feeling so stressed, why am i trying so hard. and i still failed. and i had to meet our form, and my dad had to go talk to her. and my mum was so sour about it. and she doesnt realise what she has just said. she doesnt realise anything. she is so insensitive.
FINE i can just end up a failure, FINE i can just take on any job, FINE i have no future.
FINE she is just not satisfied. FINE, IM STUPID
ELLA!
5:01 PM