Tuesday, January 30, 2007
i can only say school's been horrible. and im getting depressed
to the HJMs: I MISS YOU ALL. and i think im like, MIA to you all now. );
everything's been horrible. horrible, terrible, 'anguishable', 'depressable' whatever lah.
i want to continue, but my vocab only brings me this far when it comes to 'ble' words.
maybe its because of my mood. not very well at all. or maybe its the environment around me. the changes around me are happening so fast,
i cant breathe.
it doesnt only refer to things, but also the people.
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indifferent?
i dont know, i dont know how to answer that
someone just called me. someone. maybe she just wanted a chat, but she's feeling so joyful while im so miserable. maybe you dont know, but i think you should treat people with more respect. maybe you yourself have been given too much respect, that you treat people like that unknowingly.
you just hurt others. really, i was just wondering how come - . i think im blessed, but still, lives are so different when it comes to different people. i just want to finish my - in peace. thats all. but why do i have to feel so stressed. while on the otherhand, there can be people who can do the same thing but allowed to take it so lightly.
but on a happier note, i can say i've almost fully recovered. the infection's over so my throat's loads better already.
ok this post is so miserable. i hope the black clouds will clear away soon, cos a new month is coming up. i want to start it
afresh
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ok, i bet you dont understand this post, only i do, but why do you have to.
ok im talking rot. but i need to chill out
ELLA!
8:35 PM