Monday, July 10, 2006
MY INSOMNIA DIARY
greatttttt. insomnia for 4 days. record man. anyone had a worse experience?
and in school im like a zombie. cant even stand properly. and sleep when i can. like at home i cant sleep then in sch keep wanting to sleep. even during lessons. but i try to keep awake ok. exams are here liao.
i dunno wads happening recently lah. just cant sleep. dont advise me to just close my eyes and lie in bed. no use. seriously. yesterday i tried that at 1 o'clock and ended sleeping at 4. then 6 i woke up.
lets analyse my situation
day1: didnt sleep at all
day2: slept 3 hours (dunno wad time i slept, but my brother said i slept 3 hours)
day3: fell asleep at 6 (woke up at ten cos later got tuition)
day4: fell asleep at 4 (sch the next day)
ok... the "statistics: are getting up and down. i hope this doesnt go on. omg lah
i cant even hear and see properly! someone call me have to call me twice. talk to me i have to "huh?!" a few times, i see things have to take a long time. (note that my specs or contacts were on. so by right i should have perfect vision)
yep. that bad. thanks to people who have shown me concern. seems quite obvious something is wrong with me. cos when i get to sch i just slump on my table till assembly time when someone wakes me up.
cos of this stupid insomnia, i lost 2 kg in total. one kg was i realised a week ago. and yesterday was another kg off. as if i got a lot of fats to lose. im already underweight and all my fats are abondoning me. if this goes on, i will land in hospital as a bag of bones. i have lost all my appetite and i dont eat 3 meals a day. at the most 2 meals. but recently it has just been one meal a day and i dont feel hungry. which is so weird. if i eat more then i will feel like puking.
today during common test everyone was sleeping lah. cos we could finish in 20 mins and had 40 mins to sleep. then i dunno why. i managed to sleep. i wish i can sleep at home. and i rmb the teacher said: times up. pls wake friends around you. LOL. then when i woke up i really really wanted to puke and i drank lots of water. then giddy for a while. and all i saw was white stuff. everyone looked like ghosts. am i going to become one soon?
bad situation eh? i want to thank yeewen, sinying, yuki, teh teh for their concern xD thanks guys!
ELLA!
11:19 PM